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Monday, March 4, 2013

3rd Sunday in Lent: March 3, 2013



3rd Sunday in Lent: March 3, 2013
Isaiah 55:1-9

“Satisfied”
PREACHER: Pastor Carrie Smith

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

“Ho, everyone who thirsts,
come to the waters;
and you that have no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
and delight yourselves in rich food.”

Earlier this week, when I was stuck in that freak blizzard in west Texas, my dear spouse sent me a news story he thought I shouldn’t miss. It seems Czech authorities have discovered that my beloved IKEA Swedish meatballs…are made of horsemeat.

Now, to be fair, the meatballs at our nearest store (the one we affectionately call “The Chicago Swedish Embassy”) are reported to be unaffected. But still, my main reaction to this story is just “EWWW!” Can I get an Amen? Or how about an “ewwww”? 

My secondary reaction to this story has been to reflect on how the things we eat, or buy, or spend time acquiring, often end up being mostly....horsemeat.

We could start with our food, which resembles less and less anything our ancestors would have recognized as dinner. But there’s also the other stuff that fills our homes, our garages, and the hours in our days. We labor to buy a piece of the American dream, and then we hunger for a bigger and better one. We complain about how technology drives us crazy, but salivate over the newest iPhone, the Playstation 4, and the promise of an affordable 3-D printer. 

If we’re not spending our time laboring for the next best thing, we’re certainly working toward the weekend. “Thank God it’s Friday!” we used to say. Now, it’s more like “Thank God it’s Saturday between the hours of 6 am and 8 am”, because all the other weekend hours are filled with playing catch-up. You know it’s bad when you start wishing for a sick day. Not the flu, of course, or anything serious, but just a good cough, or a sniffle—something that would justify staying home and finally getting some Sabbath rest. Since most of you are probably too tired for an “amen”, just nod if you know what I’m talking about…

And what if we do actually get a real weekend or a vacation, or finally reach retirement age? If we’ve worked so hard—and placed so many hopes and expectations on that precious time off—then when it arrives, it just doesn’t satisfy. Often, we discover that what we thought would be a banquet of relaxation, fun, and family togetherness, turns out to be—mostly horsemeat

“Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
and delight yourselves in rich food.”

These words were written to Israel when it was a community in exile. The people were lost, in more ways than one. After so many years in a foreign land, they had begun to hunger for the things Babylon had to offer. After all, Jerusalem was a distant memory and God’s promises seemed to be just so many words. But then the prophet Isaiah arrived, urging them to give up, once and for all, their fascination with Babylonian-style power and gods. Like a street vendor in a city market, the one true God Yahweh, called to them, saying, 

Hey there! All who are thirsty, come to the water! Are you penniless? Come anyway—buy and eat! Come, buy your drinks, buy wine and milk. Buy without money—everything’s free! Why do you spend your money on junk food, your hard-earned cash on cotton candy (…or horsemeat?)
Listen to me, listen well: Eat only the best, fill yourself with only the finest. Pay attention, come close now, listen carefully to my life-giving, life-nourishing words.” (The Message version—with my addition)


Today, these words are on God’s lips again, and they are directed toward us. We, who are fascinated with the “little g gods” of progress, power, prestige, and popularity; we who have adopted the priorities of this foreign culture; are being called back home. Especially during this season of Lent, God calls us to turn back, to repent, and to listen carefully, that we may live. 

Listen carefully, for God’s Good News is we have been given free gifts of grace, forgiveness, acceptance, and love through the cross of Jesus Christ. He walked among us, making all ground holy ground. He suffered with us, that we would never suffer alone. He lived and died for his friends, saving the whole world with the power of love. And because he lives, life is worth living!
Amen! 

This is indeed God’s Good News for our bad situation. But in a world where Swedish meatballs turn out to be horsemeat, where foot-long sandwiches turn out to be 11 inches long, and where the words spoken by elected leaders rarely show regard for fact or truth, it can be difficult to trust that the Word of God will stand up to the test. Just how rich is this food? How good is the wine? How do we know these free gifts will really satisfy

Friends, if you are asking these questions this morning, you have come to the right place. For nowhere do we experience the richness of God’s love more perfectly, more tangibly, and more radically than in Holy Communion. It may seem like just one more thing to get done, one more line to stand in, or one more item to check off the list, but what happens here at the table each and every week is in fact a banquet of grace, forgiveness, and healing. Our taste buds may have become accustomed to the richness of this heavenly food—but for those who receive it for the first time, who are returning after a long absence, or who simply approach the table with great hunger, the miracle and mystery of this meal are transformative.

A number of years ago, a journalist named Sara Miles, raised an atheist, wandered into a church and found herself transformed. In her book, “Take This Bread”, she tells the story of her first communion:  

“Early one winter morning, when Katie was sleeping at her father’s house, I walked into St. Gregory’s Episcopal Church in San Francisco.  I had no earthly reason to be there. I’d never heard a Gospel reading, never said the Lord’s Prayer. I was certainly not interested in becoming a Christian—or, as I thought of it rather less politely, a religious nut. But on other long walks, I’d passed the beautiful wooden building, with its shingled steeples and plain windows, and this time I went in, on an impulse, with no more than a reporter’s habitual curiosity. 

The rotunda was flooded with slanted morning light. A table in the center of the open, empty space was ringed high above by a huge neo-Byzantine mural of unlikely saint figures with gold halos, dancing; outside, in the back, water trickled from a huge slab of rock set against the hillside. Past the rotunda, and a forest of standing silver crosses, there was a spare, spacious area with chairs instead of pews, where about twenty people were sitting.

I walked in, took a chair, and tried not to catch anyone’s attention. There were windows looking out on a hillside covered in geraniums, and I could hear birds squabbling outside. Then a man and a woman in long tie-dyed robes stood and began chanting in harmony. There was no organ, no choir, no pulpit: just the unadorned voices of the people, and long silences framed by the ringing of deep Tibetan bowls. I sang, too. It crossed my mind that this was ridiculous.

We sat down and stood up, sang and sat down, waited and listened and stood and sang, and it was all pretty peaceful and sort of interesting. “Jesus invites everyone to his table,” the woman announced, and we started moving up in a stately dance to the table in the rotunda. It had some dishes on it, and a pottery goblet.


And then we gathered around that table. And there was more singing and standing, and someone was putting a piece of fresh crumbly bread in my hands, saying “the body of Christ,” and handing me the goblet of sweet wine, saying “the blood of Christ,” and then something  outrageous and terrifying happened. Jesus happened to me.”  (“Take This Bread” by Sara Miles, pp. 57-58)

Sisters and brothers, what we receive at the Lord’s Table is so much more than bread and wine. What we hold in our hands, and taste on our lips, is the very life of Jesus Christ, freely given for us. Jesus happens to us when we come to the table, hungry for forgiveness. Jesus happens to us when we come to the water, thirsty for salvation. Jesus happens to us when we listen to the Word of God, aching for acceptance.  

And this love, this bread, this grace we have received through the cross of Christ? It fills the belly and nourishes the soul. It satisfies.
When I lived in Germany as a college student, I learned the hard way that you should not translate every phrase literally from one language to another.

Sitting at the table after a particularly good meal, I sat back, patted my belly, and said to my hosts, “Ich bin voll!” thinking I was saying, “I’m full.”

Apparently, what I actually announced to the table was, “I am pregnant!”

The hosts were gracious enough to teach me that in German, when you’ve had enough to eat, you should say “Ich bin satt” or “I am satisfied.” 

Satisfaction. Isn’t that what we all yearn for? Don’t we all come here hoping for release from the endless hunger for things, for power, for acceptance, and for love? 

My friends in Christ, return to the Lord your God. Incline your ear and listen, that you may live.  And come to the table, knowing that what you receive here, through the cross of Christ, is so much better than the horsemeat the world offers. Come…and be satisfied.
Amen.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

January 29, 2012: Fourth Sunday After Epiphany


January 29, 2012: 4th Sunday after Epiphany

Mark 1:21-28

Preacher:

Pastor Carrie B. Smith

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Oscar nominees for Best Picture were announced last week, and it came as no surprise to anyone that The Devil Inside wasn’t included on the list. In fact, the only award this little horror flick has earned is having achieved the second largest drop in popularity in the week after its debut. It dropped 76.2% in one week, second only to the demise of Jonas Brothers: the 3-D Concert Experience. The Hollywood Reporter said “The Devil Inside proves as scary and unsettling as a slab of devil's food cake - only considerably less satisfying”; and Slate magazine declared it to include “the worst movie ending of all time.”

The Devil Inside is just the latest of many movies dealing with a favorite cinematic topic: demon possession. Ask anyone on the street what possession and exorcism look like, and they’re likely to cite the 1973 film The Exorcist. This is where we get the idea that demons speak in tongues, holy water burns the skin, and heads can spin completely around. At least The Exorcist was a well-made movie—the stream of exorcism movies that followed can best be described as appealing only to our fears and our appetite for exploring the power of evil in the world.

These movie images have become such a part of our culture that we hardly know what to do when we encounter Bible texts like Mark 1:21-28. When we hear the words “Just then, a man with an unclean spirit was in the synagogue, and he called out in a loud voice, ‘What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?’”; when we hear Jesus rebuke that spirit saying, “Be silent! And come out of him!”; when we learn that the unclean spirit makes the man convulse on the ground as it vacates his body—suddenly the Gospels are transported to the realm of cinema. The man with the unclean spirit becomes Linda Blair, and Jesus becomes the exorcist with his bag of holy water, crosses, and special prayer books.

As interesting as this mental movie experience might be, the problem is now this biblical account is so easy to dismiss. Because our minds are filled with Hollywood demons and pseudo-religious exorcisms, this powerful story of Jesus asserting his authority over an unclean spirit becomes just another unbelievable script, good only as a plot for a B-movie, and perhaps a spot on the Rotten Tomatoes list of Worst Movies Ever.

Demons, possessions, and unclean spirits seem very far from our everyday lives. And yet—chances are everyone in this room knows someone possessed by an addiction to alcohol, drugs, or gambling. Chances are you know someone whose inability to forgive has completely taken them over to the dark side. Perhaps you even have personal experience with being possessed by an unclean spirit of negativity, or judgment, or despair. These are not Hollywood scripts. These are everyday, true stories of powers and principalities claiming to have authority over us. Whether it’s alcohol or food, depression or grief, mental illness or fear—any spirit that takes hold of our lives and claims to have more authority than God is a demon. Demons make us say and do things that aren’t true to who God created us to be. And demons deserve to be cast out.

Now in the movie version of a typical exorcism, the priest comes carrying his bag of tricks and special prayers, desperate to rid the poor possessed soul of the unclean spirit. Often, in the end, there’s some kind of proposition that must occur:

If the exorcist believes in evil, then he can believe in God, and can cast out the spirit.

If the possessed person says the right prayers, then the spirit will leave.

If the other people in the room confess their sins, then the spirit loses its power.

But in Mark chapter 1, Jesus enters the scene, and he requires no such bag of tricks or propositional theology. There’s no mention of the other people in the synagogue saying prayers for him or participating at all. And the man with the unclean spirit? He didn’t have to do anything but stand there and be unclean! There was no show of special courage, no confession of sins, no sign that he was a particularly faithful person. There he was, in the synagogue, face to face with Jesus, and he just let it all hang out—crying out in a loud voice, mocking Jesus, and even stating “I know who you are!”

But Jesus, speaking with authority, said simply: “Be silent.” The Message Version of the Gospels puts it this way: Jesus shut him up: "Quiet! Get out of him!"

And that unclean spirit, pitching a fit and causing a scene, left the man’s body. The spirit left his body because Jesus spoke with the authority given to him through God the Father. The spirit was exorcised, cast out, and sent back to the devil because, as Bishop Desmond Tutu once proclaimed: “Goodness is stronger than evil, love is stronger than hate, light is stronger than darkness, and life is stronger than death.” Jesus of Nazareth, son of God, crucified and risen, speaks with authority over every power and principality, and even over sin and death! Amen!

Though our lives may not resemble a Hollywood horror flick, we love these movies because the so-called demonic powers and unclean spirits that appear in them are recognizable to us. We are hungry for a cure for the spirits that plague us. We need healing as badly as the unclean man in the synagogue. All we need is for Jesus to enter the scene.

And the Good News is—he always does! It’s just that Jesus rarely looks like a movie exorcist. In fact, he may not be recognizable to us at all. Sometimes, in the midst of our possession or in the throes of our despair, Jesus enters the scene unexpectedly through a doctor, or a friend, or even a stranger on the street.

In the case of my friend Sean, Jesus entered the scene in the voice of his ex-wife.

Sean was a high school classmate of mine. He found his calling early on as a disc jockey for a local radio station. He is funny and smart, well-known in the area for his good humor and big personality. What most people didn’t know was that Sean had struggled his whole life with food addiction and morbid obesity. From the safety of the radio station studio, where no one could see his downward spiral, he gained more and more weight. In 2008, he weighed 505 pounds.

And it was then that his wife came to him and said, “I’m done watching you kill yourself. I love you, I do, but I can’t stand by and witness your slow suicide any longer. I want a divorce."

Now this may not sound like the voice of Jesus, but it was. This was the voice of the Holy One of God—the God who created Sean and loved him—speaking truth and demanding that the unclean spirit be cast out. Sean tells me that this moment (along with a “come to Jesus” talk with his employer”) is what set him on the path to where he is today.

Today, Sean has lost over 270 pounds. He did it without surgery or fad diets. He did it slowly, blogging about it every day, chronicling with painful honesty the process of becoming a new, healthy, man. He learned a new way of eating. He exercised. He faced long-held beliefs and fears. These are things which seemed impossible before—but once that unclean spirit was named, rebuked, and cast out, he was free to start on a new path, a path he calls “The Transformation Road”. In fact, Sean just celebrated the publication of a book with the same name: “Transformation Road: My Journey to 500 Pounds and Back.”

Jesus entered the scene and made Sean’s transformation possible. But let me be clear: the unclean spirit that was cast out of Sean was not morbid obesity. He wasn’t possessed by fat, and Jesus didn’t take the pounds off for him! Sean did that, through hard work and perseverance—but only after he was cleansed of the lying spirit which had whispered to him for years: “You’re not worth it.” “You can’t do it.” “You are nothing.” “You are not lovable.”

This is an unclean spirit many of us can recognize. It’s a demon that enters our lives in various ways—through an abusive household, a violent relationship, a racist community, or unjust systems of oppression. It’s a spirit that holds us back, keeps us down, gives us excuses and stops us from experiencing joy. This is a demon, and demons deserve to be cast out.

But thanks be to God for Jesus of Nazareth, son of God, who always shows up! Thanks be to God for the ways in which Jesus’ life, death and resurrection speak truth to power and cast out demons from our lives. Thanks be to God for Jesus, the holy one of God, in whom we find healing, wholeness, and a perfect love which casts out fear. In spite of our demons—and perhaps because of them—Jesus always enters the scene and helps to re-write the scripts of our lives. God is good! Amen.