EASTER
VIGIL REFLECTION on Matthew 28:1-10
Preacher: Pastor Carrie Smith
Alleluia,
Christ is risen! Christ is risen indeed, Alleluia!
“So they left the tomb quickly with fear and great joy, and ran
to tell his disciples.”
Fear and joy, which at first seem quite
unrelated, can sometimes become mingled into one stomach-churning emotion.
I think of the day when, at age 20, I boarded
an airplane by myself and flew across the ocean to study in Germany for a year.
I had never flown by myself, much less to another country. But there I was, fearfully
and joyfully flying toward this new life, with all my belongings packed into
one suitcase, and my hair teased and sprayed into an impressive 90’s “poof”
that I was sure would be a hit in Europe. (It wasn’t!)
Fear and great joy also propelled me down the
aisle of the church on my wedding day, and accompanied me in those first
terrifying and exciting days of motherhood.
Maybe you can recall some of those
fearful/joyful moments, too. Do you remember how it felt when you, the new kid,
walked into school that first day? How about your first day without a drink;
the first time you said “I love you” and really meant it; or your first day on
the job? I’ll never forget walking through the door that said “Pastor’s office” at my first call, and how the fear and joy together nearly brought me to my
knees.
Fear mixes with joy in these moments because
new life is both exciting and scary. The old life is more manageable. We know it
better! We feel comfortable there—even when the old life promises only
dead-ends, disappointment, and death.
And this is why, after learning of the
resurrection, the women at the tomb didn’t stand around joyfully singing
“alleluia”, but instead ran away with both fear and great joy. This Good News, this new life, was a radical
departure from anything they had ever known, and it sent Mary Magdalene and the
other Mary running with mixed emotions from the empty tomb.
An angel had sent them on their way, of
course, charging them with the responsibility to go quickly and share the Good
News with the disciples. One could assume that’s what they intended to do. But
perhaps Jesus knew how quickly fear can overtake even great joy, because
partway down the path he suddenly appeared to the women.
As if they weren’t scared before, can you
imagine what it was like to see Jesus suddenly popping up in the roadway? Pop
goes the Savior! “Greetings!” he said. Subtlety really isn’t God’s strong suit…
But after the women had recovered, the very
first words from the risen Christ are: “Do not be afraid.”
Do not be afraid, he said. It really is me! Now
go, and tell the others that you’ve seen me!
Alleluia, Christ is risen! Christ is risen
indeed, Alleluia!
Romans chapter 6 proclaims: “We know that Christ, being raised from the
dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. …So you also
must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.” You,
sisters and brothers, are alive in Christ Jesus. The resurrection life is your new life! And the first thing the
risen Christ wants us to know about our new life in him is this: Do not be
afraid.
Easy enough for him to say, right?
There will always be moments in life when fear
is part of the equation. But what would it mean to live a life motivated not by
fear, but by joy?
Too often, the Easter message comes across as
“Christ is risen! Alleluia! Now go, quickly, and follow the rules! And try not
to get into trouble!”
But what if living in the light of the
resurrection isn’t about staying on the path, following the rules, or living in
fear of each mistake?
What if the resurrection life liberates us to
speak the truth, love generously, accept difference, embrace change, and remain
open to possibilities? What if this new life releases us from living
dangerously and frees us to take risks?
After all….What are you afraid of?
Embarrassment? Losing face or losing friends?
Being seen as foolish? Being wrong? Or is it the fear of death that holds you
back?
Sisters and brothers, the Good News of Easter liberates
us from all these fears, especially the fear of death. Now that Jesus has
broken the bonds of death and has been raised, we have nothing left to fear. “For if we have been united with him in a death
like his, we will certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his.” From now on, no matter where life leads us—even through the
valley of the shadow of death—we go with these words of Jesus ringing in our
ears: Be not afraid!
That’s what this night and this Easter Vigil
liturgy is all about, after all.
From the creation to the flood, from the
parting of the sea to the fiery furnace, the message is the same: Be not
afraid! God is with you!
This is what we want our children to know deep
in their hearts, isn’t it? This is why we teach them these stories! This is why
we raise them in the church! This is why we sing these songs, pray these
prayers, and gather at this table—so that our children and our children’s
children will know they need not be afraid.
Tonight, as we celebrate with five brand–new
saints who have come to be baptized into Christ, my hope is that they hear
these words, loud and clear.
And if they aren’t old enough to remember, then
you, my sisters and brothers, will be promising in a few moments to share these
words until they are written on their hearts:
Do not be afraid, Brock, because God created
the whole world, and called it good—and that includes you!
Do not be afraid, Brody, because goodness is
stronger than evil.
Do not be afraid, Nikolas, because with God
all things are possible.
Do not be afraid, Corrine, because you are
never alone. God is with you!
Do not be afraid, Olivia, because no matter
what anyone else says, you will always be Olivia, Child of God.
Friends in Christ, children of God, Easter
people, do not be afraid, for Christ is risen! Christ is risen indeed,
Alleluia!
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